Almost 19 weeks and still scared…how can this be? I really thought conquering the first trimester was going to be smooth sailing through the rest of the pregnancy. I was wrong. Now I don’t feel her often like my others or I have an asthma attack and decide that she is not getting enough oxygen or I’ve lost a few pounds and so she isn’t thriving. The worries come at me from everywhere. I’ve realized that this baby struggle is not over and won’t be until I hold her in my arms and see her with my own eyes. So I find myself clinging to the name that the LORD gave me for her in week 4. I’m clinging to Hope. The hope I have in Him will be forever embodied in this little girl. We have hope in Him no matter what the circumstances and I just needed to remind myself of that today.