Not Sure What’s Going On

Did I ovulate or not? Not sure. By now I should have but it’s really unclear to me. I’m assuming that I have. I usually can tell the exact day but not this month. I was inconsistent with taking the Estrobalance oscillating between taking 2 a day to 1 a day to several 0 a day. Life is just a little too unstable right now with all the changes going on. Moving is a big deal. It always sounds easier than it actually is…so many details that are so easily overlooked or just underestimated. The good thing, though, is that I am at peace over this month. Whether our goal was achieved or not I am still fine. Yes, I want another baby but I know that if it is meant to happen then it will and it will happen when it’s the right time. I still believe very much that it could be this month but if not there’s always next month and maybe I can be settled enough to take my supplements more consistently. Of course, even though I truly mean that it won’t keep me from spending the next two weeks analyzing every twinge, cramp, tenderness or bout of nauseousness. Am I more tired than usual? Am I peeing more? Hmmmm…is that smell making me sick??? Time to buckle up for the rollercoaster ride of the 2 week wait. At least, packing and moving should keep me somewhat distracted. I can test the day after we move into the new house. New house, new beginning??? I can hope so.


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